PARTY WOOO!! LET'S GET DRUNK!

[Tobias Vaughn]

Kyan was right, of course, but Tobias still felt a little bad. Like, maybe if he hadn't been so supportive of Ravi when he had been crying the other day, then maybe he wouldn't be following Kyan around so much. Maybe it would have been better for everyone involved if he had told Ravi to give up hope instead of giving him more hope. Of course, Kyan didn't know about any of this, so he kept his mouth shut.

That was when Kyan took off his shirt, revealing the black tank undereath. Tobias could feel his breath catch in his throat and almost had to remind himself to keep breathing. It was suprising how quickly simple survival skills could abandon you at such times. All he could do was hope it hadn't been obvious.

"No, I don't mind at all," Toby said, meaning every word of it. Seeing Kyan with his shirt off was quite a sight for sore eyes. Eye candy was the word he was thinking of. And then there was the 'thing' question.

"I don't have a thing for him... he was just there, and we were talking... I was a little drunk... I don't really know what happened." Tobias shook his head. "I mean, I guess it's just been bottled up for so long that I was ready for any excuse to come out."

Man, this was a lot harder to talk about with Kyan now that he had his shirt off. He hadn't realized how very good looking Kyan was. After the whole Ravi thing, though, he couldn't...

((ooc- or could he? lol))

[Kyan Walker]

Kyan smirked when Toby noticed the perks to his removing the shirt. He walked over to Toby, so that they were mere inches apart. He let his eyes scan up and down Toby, letting him know what he was thinking.

"I think this," he said cupping Toby's face with his hands and kissing him. "Is what happened."

He pulled away slowly and glanced at him coyly, biting his own lower lip. He wasn't being overly forceful, although he was the agressive type.

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias felt himself stiffen up a little as Kyan came closer to him, standing just inches away. What was this? He had been faking normalcy for the past year or so, since he had realized that he was, in fact, homosexual. He'd been doing so well, up until this week. What had happened this week? Maybe it had been seeing Ravi living a normal life, even though he liked guys. Maybe it was realizing that his relationships with girls was pretty much just a waste of his own time. But ever since he stopped by the GSA this week, everything had changed.

As Kyan put his hands on Toby's face, any awkwardness he felt seemed to melt away. For some reason the touch was reassuring, and he felt a little more comfortable about being in such close quarters with Kyan. It was obvious he was still nervous though. His kiss with Ravi had been a drunken one, and it hadn't meant to happen. This one was a little more expected, and he was thinking much more clearly now.

Their lips met, and Tobias found himself freezing at first, not responding at all, merely standing there like a rag doll in Kyan's hands. Then he returned the kiss, a little longer than his first. He pulled away reluctantly as Kyan did, watching his peer bite his lower lip. God, that was hot. He found himself moving towards Kyan, kissing him again, but this time with more passion. He leaned against Kyan, pushing him back up against the wall slowly.

This was the result of two years of pent-up homosexuality, which was just now being allowed to show.

((ooc- he'll be submissive if Kyan wants to be the agressive one. ^_^ I just figured... yeah... I was bored. It seemed like fun.))

[Kyan Walker]

Kyan allowed himself to be pushed up against the wall as Toby did it. He didn't always mind letting someone else take the lead. He ran his hand along Toby's back, finding the edge of his shirt and letting his fingers creep underneath it. He kissed him back letting the kiss last as he let his free hand slide to the front of Toby's pants: specifically the the zipper.

[Ravi Malone]

It had been some time since Kyan went to the bathroom and left his beer with Ravi. He was starting to get concerned; what if Kyan was sick? What if Kyan was in the bathroom throwing up and needed his help? Full of concern, Ravi decided to go to the bathroom to make sure Kyan was ok. It took him a little while to find it because if him being drunk and being in an unfamiliar place.

When he finally found the bathroom the door was wide open. "Kyan?" he said peeking in. His eyes widen with shock at the sight before him; Toby was making out with Kyan! This was only expected from Kyan, but how could Toby?! After everything Ravi had told him! Ravi never felt more betrayed in his entire life. How could Kyan like Toby after he only came out literally minutes before?! It just wasn't fair!

Ravi had been frozen for a moment not wanting to believe what he was seeing. Kyan's bottle slid from his fingers and shattered on the bathroom floor. The sound brought Ravi back to reality and with tears in his eyes he ran away to find a good place to cry. While he ran he wasn't paying attention to anything or anyone so he knocked over a number of expensive looking things and bumped into people who yelled at him angrily as he navigated the unfamiliar house. He found the most deserted room in the house, curled up into a ball on the floor in the corner and sobbed harder than he had the day he was in the bathroom with Toby. That asshole! Ravi had trusted him! How could he! That fucking, betraying, backstabbing son of a bitch! He was even a little angry at Kyan too. Well, he was more hurt than angry at the both of them. Why did his life have to suck so much? Why couldn't one thing just go right?!

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias wasn't sure of what he was doing. He was just letting his impulses guide him... impulses he had been supressing for quite some time now. He knew that this was wrong, that he shouldn't be making out in someone else's bathroom with Kyan, but he didn't seem to care. He was just letting things happen, and going with the flow. He felt a hand wandering up the back of his shirt, and then another one at his zipper.

That was when he heard it. There was a voice, calling for Kyan, and then the sound of glass breaking. Tobias spun around, recognizing the voice as Ravi's. Shit! He'd walked in, seen them, and dropped his beer bottle. Ravi ran off crying.

"Shit." he muttered, not sure what to do. He hadn't meant for this to happen... Kyan had started it all! But he was just as guilty for continuing with it. Ravi had been, in his mind, one of the only people who would have stuck by him during this whole 'coming out' ordeal. Now, with him angry, who was he left with? Afraid that he had lost a friend, he wanted to chase after Ravi, not sure how much good it would do.

Though he had to admit that he had been thoroughly enjoying his time here, making out with Kyan. He hated that it had to end so abruptly, but thus was life, he supposed. He really needed to know if Ravi hated him now, though he was afraid that Ravi would be too upset to talk to him rationally about this.

"Shit," he just repeated, looking up at Kyan to see what his reaction to Ravi would be. That would help him to decide what to do.

[Kyan Walker]

Kyan looked over when he heard the glass shatter. He slumped back onto the wall, with an exhasperated sigh. God, Ravi was acting like a twelve-year-old girl. . . .who couldn't take a hint.

Half of him wanted to kill Ravi right now as he looked at Toby. . .God, he was hot. . .. and the other half wanted to what. . ? Tell him he'd already explained he just wantd to be friends? Find him some other queen who looked like like him (Kyan) and let him go? He didn't know what he should do: he was bad with these sorts of things.

"I supose the right thing to do would be go talk to him. . . ." he said exasperately. "If he runs away again after interupting this I'm going to kill him."

The last part he muttered under his breath so that Toby wouldn't overhear all of it. He picked up his shirt off the floor and slung it over his shoulder. He then turned to look back at the wrestler.

""Well are you coming?" he asked. "I'd prefere not to have to do this myself."

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias saw the look on Kyan's face, and could tell that he was torn as well. Did that mean that a part of him just wanted to pretend that never happened and continue making out? That would have made Toby fee a little bit better about his own mind, which at the moment was on one track.

Until Kyan stated that he was going to go talk to Ravi, that is. Tobias knew that this was the right thing to do, and that if they just let him go Ravi was likely to do something stupid like try and drink himself to death.

"Yeah... he got pretty bad last time he was like this. I'm almost afraid to leave him alone for too long anymore," Tobias admitted, watching Kyan pick up his shirt from the floor. It was getting harder and harder to think about Ravi with Kyan walking around infront of him like this. Tobias hadn't realized how many emotions he must have been repressing before.

Then Kyan invited him to come along and talk to Ravi. Well, not so much invited as told him to. "I'm willing to bet that I'm the last person Ravi wants to see right now," Tobias said, feeling as guilty as Ravi was pissed (or upset). "But sure, I'll come along. I suppose I need to say something to him..." Kyan wanted him there as support, and Tobias was all too willing.

[Kyan Walker]

"Good," Kyan said relieved, but not showing it.

He smirked and teasingly kissed Toby before going out into the crowd of drunken high schoolers. He glanced around and made his way through the students, hooking his fingers into Toby's belt loop so they wouldn't get separated (he wasn't going to deal with emotional thigns alone) by the staggering kids who didn't care who they slammed into at this point.

"He should be off in a corner somewhere and -ahah there we go," he said, finding Ravi.

He let go of Toby and walked up to the guy who was sobbing uncontrolably. He raised a figner andand pointed it back and forth between the three of them.

"You. Us. Talking now," he said seriously. "This has got to stop: it's not doing anynone any good."

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias felt Kyan's finger wrap around his belt loop and drag him through the house. He allowed this to happen and followed silently. He didn't know what he could say, nor did he really feel the need to speak. He didn't wonder what anyone watching would think, and he didn't even wonder if anyone noticed him. For once in his high school career, his mind was blissfully unaware of any thoughts. He was just letting things happen, and it felt great.

Then Tobias saw Ravi. He was in pretty bad shape, even for him. He allowed Kyan to do all the talking for now while he stood there, waiting to see what Ravi would say.

[Ravi Malone]

Oh great! Just fucking great! Now Kyan was going to see him bawling like a fucking baby! Toby must have brought him over to show Kyan how pathetic he was. He still couldn't believe what Toby had done and he wasn't really in the mood to talk to him about it. He was curled in his little ball with his head tucked underneath his arms and didn't look up until he heard Kyan's voice.

"Just leave me alone!" he wailed. They didn't care that he was crying! They probably just came over to yell at him for interrupting! They didn't even care! They were both assholes and Ravi didn't want to see them right now! He remained in his ball a hoped they would just get the message and go away since he was in no condition to run away himself.

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias hadn't been able to predict how difficult this would be. Ravi really acted like a small child most of the time, and it was really difficult to get anything rational to cross through his head. For crying out loud, look how long it had taken Tobias to calm him down the other day in the bathroom! That had been half a period before Ravi had stopped crying. Drunken upset Ravi was about ten times worse.

"Listen, Ravi... we just want to talk. Can you unroll yourself and stop crying for, like, five minutes? Please?"

Toby's voice wasn't mean or patronizing, but pleading. It was easy to tell that he was genuinely sorry for hurting his friend, and that he really did care about Ravi and how he was feeling.

[Kyan Walker]

Oh for the love of God, Kyan thought. All he wanted to do right now was take Toby in the bathroom and fuck him 8 ways to sunday. . .although he might express that mroe poetically later.

"Could you unfurl youself so we can actually talk to you like Toby asked?" he said with determined patience. "No one wanted to make you cry, so please let's just talk."

[Ravi Malone]

No one wanted to make him cry huh? Then what the fuck was Toby thinking! Ravi was beyond crying now so it was easy for him to sit up and look at the both of them with his eyes red and puffy. Now he was just down right pissed off. At Toby, he was pissed at Toby, this kind of behavior was only to be expected from Kyan so it wasn't anything new to Ravi, but what Toby did was inexcusable. He wouldn't be surprised if they could feel the heat coming off his face from rage right now.

"fuck you." he said quietly, looking up at Toby. "FUCK YOU!" he scream while he stood up so fast he lost his balance and had to lean against the wall. You know Ravi is pissed when he starts cursing, normally he would never. "FUCK YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKER! I trusted you! I told you everything! I thought you were my friend Toby! YOU FUCKING SUCK!" He leaned forward and pushed Toby to little effect because of Toby's size vs. Ravi's, but he still did it Goddamnit! "You two can just go fuck each other and stop pretending like you care! It doesn't suit either of you very well! Just go! JUST FUCKING GO!" Ravi had to stop to pant for awhile. He'd gotten his heart rate up so far he fear that it might explode at any moment.

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias stood there in shock at what Ravi was saying. He should have expected it, but somehow his anger caught him off guard. He hadn't expected for there to be so much emotion trapped inside of Ravi's tiny little body. Damn.

"Ravi... come on. You know I didn't mean to... it just happened. Ravi, you're one of my best friends. Look me in the eyes and tell me that I kissed Kyan just to fuck you over! Tell me, honestly tell me, that I would do something like that!" Tobias knew that he deserved every bit of rage, but wanted to try and defend himself a little. The shove didn't even cause him to lose balance, so he ignored it.

[Kyan Walker]

"Stop acting like a child," Kyan said, losing his temper slightly. "Jesus, I sound like Viola's dad. You'r being egotistical now. Toby didn't do this to piss you off. He did it because he was a horny teenage boy. I'm sure if Desmond had been in there or little Jackie it would have been the same result."

[Ravi Malone]

Toby's words meant nothing to Ravi, especially since there wasn't one single apology mentioned, just a bunch of bull shit excuses. Was he even trying to make things right? It just seemed like he wanted Ravi to feel bad for being mad at him, but it wasn't going to fucking work! Then Kyan told him he was being a child.

"FUCK YOU KYAN!" he screamed at him, "I'm more mature than you'll ever be so why don't you go find some random guy to fuck, cause God knows that's all you'll ever care about."

Ravi had completely lost it now. It was Toby's turn.

"FUCK YOU! I don't want to hear your fucking lame ass excuses, Toby!" he cried, "The point is you did and you shouldn't have! Don't ask me stupid fucking questions! I thought I knew who you were, I thought you were my friend, I thought you were a good person, but apparently I was wrong! You didn't seem to care to much about my feelings because I could tell by the look on your face that you were enjoying it! So just FUCK OFF!"

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias didn't know what else to say. "I'm sorry-" he started, but Ravi was already blowing up on him again. This was pointless. He was getting frustrated, and he was getting angry himself. There was so much going on right then in his life, and the last thing he wanted to do was to put up with Ravi's accusations.

He liked Kyan (as a friend), and if he was to be friends with anybody who would be a good influence on him during this whole ‘coming out’ situation it would be Kyan. He was a strong person. He knew how he felt, and he wasn’t afraid to be honest. It was time Toby learned to be honest.

"Look, just shut up! It didn't mean anything," he lied. Of course it meant something to him! It as his first make-out session as an open homosexual, and there was some sort of emotional connection with that. At the same time he remembered what Ravi had told him about Kyan and how he never really 'like-liked' anyone he did anything with. Kyan didn't want a relationship, so Tobias wanted to act like all he had in mind was a one-time fling as well, even though he wouldn't have minded seeing Kyan more than once.

"Ravi, I'm still your friend. Even you think you hate me... and we can talk about this again when you're not completely wasted," Tobias said, as though this ended the conversation. He really did feel bad about what had happened, but didn't want to stand here and apologize over and over again if Ravi wasn't going to listen. What was done was done, though, and he knew better than to think he could fix it. All they could do was try and move on, and hopefully, eventually, Ravi would forgive him. Tobias almost looked worn from how bad he felt about all of this. Drama was draining.

[Kyan Walker]

"You're right," Kyan said sarcastically. "Screaming and whining and creating a scene like this is so much more mature than I could ever hope to be."

No one talked to him like that. If he wanted to hear that kind of patroninzing, condescending tone, he'd actually show up at a family reunion. He liked fucking, but it wasn't the only thing that was important to him. He cared about his friends and even his slightly oblivious parents. Ravi didn't have a right to judge him, who the fuck was he to judge anyone? All he ever did was mope around and follow him.

"And so what if I do care about fucking. At least I'm getting some. I don't need this," he said standing up. He glanced down at Ravi with the hint of contempt creeping into his features.

"He doesn't seem to care about what anyone else has to say," he said to Toby. "You want to see if that bathroom's still empty?"

[Ravi Malone]

Ravi was fuming. If Ravi was Kyan's friend wouldn't he at least care? Neither of them gave a fuck about Ravi! Both of them were obviously more concerned about fucking! They probably just came to check on him so they could tell themselves 'well, at least we tried!' then go fuck guilt free. Something inside him had finally snapped and he felt like he was going to loose his mind. It was like he had been a ticking time bomb his whole life and he finally just exploded. He didn't care about anything anymore. Not about Kyan, not about Toby, not about homework, not about getting good grades, not about fucking anything anymore! Nothing mattered, it was all just bull shit. Bull shit people claimed to be life, well Ravi was fucking sick of it! He was sick of being some whiny little baby who never got what he wanted because he was too much of a pussy to go get it. He just wanted to go do the most reckless shit he could think of!

"FUCK THIS!" exclaimed Ravi, "I don't even care anymore! I just- I- EH!! FUCK YOU! FUCK BOTH OF YOU! You're both selfish assholes and you deserve each other! I'm just going to go lose my virginity to some random fucker at Babylon now! If I'm lucky maybe he'll give me AIDS!" Then he pushed past Toby and Kyan to go do that.

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias heard Kyan's request, but didn't answer him right away. He looked back at Ravi, hoping to see some sort of sanity in his face, but he got nothing in return except for a hateful glare. This whole thing was really bothering him now. In the heat of the moment he had gone along with Kyan, but he hadn't meant to hurt his friend. He hadn't meant to ruin the only good friendship he had going for him at this difficult time in his life... he hadn't meant for it to happen, it had just happened!

Ravi flipped out once more, mentioned something about losing his virginity, and pushed past Kyan and Tobias. Toby was only partially listening any more, he was suffering from such strong disbelief that the night had gone so wrong so quickly. He'd gone from bored to scared to excited to rock bottom, and all in a matter of minutes. This was one rollercoaster ride he wasn't enjoying so much any more.

As Ravi made to leave, Kyan's request still hung in the air. He now felt a lot more guilt about their make-out session, and after Ravi mentioned being a virgin Tobias realized that, though he wasn't a virgin in the heterosexual way, he was a virgin when it came to being gay. He was suddenly a little more nervous about doing all of this stuff with Kyan just minutes after he had 'come out of the closet'. The more he thought about it, that closet had been quite safe, despite the darkness...

"Wha-?" he said, snapping back to reality. He supposed that he needed to do something. If he left now Kyan would think he was retarded or something. Ravi was leaving anyway, he supposed, and he doubted that he could do any more damage to their nonexistent friendship as he already had. "Come on Ravi... don't do anything stupid just 'cause you're upset!" Tobias would hate to feel responsible if anything did happen to Ravi.

[Kyan Walker]

Kyan had never seen a kid who needed to get laid more than Ravi in his life. He rolled his eyes as Ravi pusehd passed them. He wasn't this kid's fucking babysitter. He was being irrational. NO matter what they said, he just bitched and told them to Fuck themselves. . .well Kyan was half-tempted to do just that.

"With that attitude, you're going to get raped," he said. Although you can't rape the willing. . . "If that's how you want to remember your first time than go for it. You got screwed by some asshole at Babylon because you couldn't control your temper. Getting AIDs isn't a fucking joke."

Kyan had worked with a guy who'd died from AIDs last year and he fucking hated it when people tossed around that idea lightly.

[Ravi Malone]

"OH SO WHAT?" scream Ravi, turning around savagely. He couldn't believe it; now they were concerned? Now they cared what happened to him. "NOW YOU FUCKING CARE?! Why does it matter to you how I lose my virginity?! I'll probably going to lose it the same way you did Kyan! In the back room at Babylon! So you have no room to talk asshole! Same with you Toby! Just letting Kyan fuck you in the bathroom! You're both nothing but hypocritical assholes!" Ravi didn't want to hear it from either of them anymore. He turned back away and began stomping away, screaming a word with each stomp. "I-AM-GOING-TO-BABYLON-TO-GET-LAID-NOW!!!" He stomped angrily away and went to find the exit.

[Tobias Vaughn]

Tobias watched Ravi storm off. He looked from Ravi's slowly retreating form to Kyan's face, debating his choices. If he stayed here then he ran the risk of losing Ravi as a friend forever. He also had the opportunity of getting some more action from Kyan. He was still a little worked up over their last encounter, and at the same time...

Toby knew that after everything that had just happened, Ravi wasn't in the propper emotional state to be left alone. That, and Tobias was a little nervous about going any farther with Kyan. After all, it was different with another guy than it had been with girls. He wasn't sure if he was ready for all of this in one night.

"Ravi, wait," he called down the hallway. He started towards the door before turning back to Kyan with a pained expression in his eyes. "Kyan-" he started, unsure of himself. "I'm sorry. I've got to do something... this is all my fault."

That said, he started down the hallway, seeking out Ravi before he left the party drunk.

[Kyan Walker]

"No, you don't," Kyan said to no avail. Toby had already started down the hall after Ravi. "Shit."

He went after the both of them feeling slightly more than riddiculous. Ravi was beign a pain in the ass now. Sure he had wanted to be the guy's friend, but that was before he'd learned he was neurotic. Still no one should be let on their own drunk headed towards Babylon with sex on the brain. .. unless that someone was him and then they shhould deffiniely be allowed to do what they want.

And what was this with Toby? Choosing Ravi over him? He wasn't used to this sort of thing. Most guys would have simply said fuck him and gone back with Kyan. And so here he was along for the dramatic ride. Making sure Ravi didn't fuck himself over literally and and that Toby didn't get away.