The Difference In The Shades {Sadie.}

[armand]

Armand slammed on the breaks and screeched to a stop outside of his best friend Sadie's house. He quickly jumped out, tore off his jacket and tie, then slammed the driver's side door. He was still recovering from the auditorium incident... Well. He had hardly even begun recovering. He couldn't help it, but he had cried the entire drive to Sadie's - Which had created some interesting driving.

Armand quickly walked up the driveway and to Sadie's door. He sniffed and closed his eyes momentarily, trying to compose himself, and knocked on the door. He just needed to talk to someone, and Sadie was the only person he could think of. Despite what everyone else thought of her, she was kind, nice... at least when it came to Armand.

He knocked and waited for a reply.

[eva]

Sadie was enjoying a nice low fat mango smoothie that her maid had just made her when there was a knock on the door. Sadie sighed. "I'll get it." she said picking herself up from her relaxing position on her favorite fluffy chair in the living room. It was a bit of a walk from the living room to the front door since her mansion was so vast and huge. She used to complain about it, but now she was used to it.

She opened the door to find her favorite little man whore in the whole wide world standing on the doorstep. She smiled. "Well, how are you sexy-" then she notice Armand was crying. "Oh, dear." she said with concern, putting her hand over her heart, "Well, get in here!" she put her hand on Armand's shoulder and gently pulled him into her house. "What happened? Was it Lucien? Do I have to kill him, baby?" She said, her eyes wide with concern. The last time she'd seen Armand cry was when Andy moved so she wasn't used to it.

[armand]

Once inside, Armand leaned against the wall and closed his eyes. Thank God he had thought to go to Sadie's. He probably couldn't have made it home. "H-Hey, Sadie," he said softly. He needed the pleasantries so he didn't just break down and cry uncontrollably. He needed to gain some kind of grip on his emotions. Although he wasn't sure how easy that would be. For fuck's sake... he had just been presented with one of the most difficult decisions he would ever have to make. Ever. And he didn't know what to do with himself.

Armand shook his head and brought his hand up to wipe at his eyes. He was a sad, sad picture. "Sorry for coming unannounced," he continued. "But... uhm..." Great. There were the tears. "I... today... in school... I-" Armand let out a frustrated cry through his tears and looked at his best friend. "Fucking... Andy is back." There. He had said it. Now he could cry. And he did.

[eva]

Sadie's jaw dropped. "Wha-what?" she said in disbelief. What? did the guy just magically pop out of a locker at school?! Didn't he move to Philadelphia or some shit like that? Well, it was entire possible that he moved back of course, it was just unexpected. No wonder poor Armand was a wreck! Awww! And right after he just started dating Lucien! Ooooo her poor poor little faggie waggie! "It's ok, It's ok." she said soothingly, putting her arm around his shoulder and leading him over to the stairs so they could sit down. Once they were sitting she put his head on her shoulder and stroked his hair. "Ok, now, tell me what happened." she said gently.

[armand]

Armand layed comfortably against Sadie, then began to explain. "His father... he was transferred back from Philidelphia to Pittsburgh." Armand took a deep breath, fought of the tears for the millionth time. "So he's back at St. James. I ran into him in the hallway... I think he was looking for me, actually, but that doesn't matter..." Armand was extremely comforted by Sadie's hand stroking his head. If anyone would understand what the hell was going on, it was her. She was there throughout the whole... ordeal. When he had left. When Armand hadn't slept or eaten or spoke or... anything. He had just walked through the days, like a zombie... like a machine. And then he had begun to fuck any guy he wanted, to try to forget.

And now everything was coming back to him.

"He asked me to meet him in the auditorium after school. I'm such a fucking idiot... because I did. I went. And I still love him, Sadie, I know I do... And he loves me. But I don't want to hurt Lucien. I love him, too. We kissed and... I know I shouldn't have done it, but I wanted it. It was amazing." Armand sobbed pathetically and turned his face so he could bury it in Sadie's shoulder. "I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do!" he muttered. "I don't know... We were together for nine months and now he just appears out of nowhere and..." Armand trailed off and shook his head against Sadie. "I don't know."

[eva]

Sadie listened to Armand and thought about it. She liked Andy much better than Lucien; she grown up with the boy being in the same grade as her and had learned not to like his cocky arrogant ways so much. On the other had Armand had changed since Andy left, he was now this raging male sex pot who fucked around. That's how he met Lucien, by fucking around. Andy was always this innocent sweet guy, Sadie didn't know if Armand and Andy were right for each other any more, Armand may have grown too kinky for him. Ugh, Sadie was bad when it came to talking about mushy love stuff, she was a bit of a whore herself, but she'd try for Armand's sake.

"Andy left. . . and you're with Lucien now. If you really love Lucien then it won't matter that Andy's back. I think that this is just too over whelming for you right now. Maybe some alone time to think about it?" Armand seemed like he needed some time to sort out his thoughts.

[armand]

Armand wasn't sure he agreed with Sadie. This... this feeling he was getting, it wasn't just him becoming overwhelmed. It was him falling - tumbling - crashing back into love with Andy. But he did agree that he needed to think about it.

Armand sniffed and lifted his head off of Sadie's shoulder. He looked at her and spoke tearfully. "I'm confused, because..." Armand took in a rattling breath. "Because Andy and I were together for nine months, and now I'm comparing that relationship with the three days I've spent with Lucien." Armand paused, furrowed his brow. "I guess that has to mean something. Right?" That I'm having second thoughts about Andy because of Lucien? That just means... mine and Lucien's relationship is strong. And it could... get better." Or worse, Armand thought bitterly. It could always get worse. "But I was so happy with Andy. And I wasn't so... self-destructive." Armand rubbed at his eyes. He looked very childish at that moment. Fucking boy troubles.

[eva]

Now Sadie was confuse. She didn't know what to tell Armand! "Well . . " began Sadie slowly, trying to organize her thoughts as best as she could, "As much as I dislike Lucien, I think you should give him a fair try. Who knows, maybe you'll end up being happier with him than you were with Andy. I just really think you need to give the whole Lucien think a whole try. You seemed to be more than happy with him before Andy showed up. If it doesn't work between you two I'm sure Andy will take you back because, and no offense hunny, he's too much of a pansy to say no to you. Hell, maybe you can even sleep with Andy on the side; you know he can't resist you!" She said the last part as a joke to make Armand feel better, but he more she thought about it the idea didn't sound half bad to her. . . She was also a whore, though.